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I didn't have any lessons, nor a role-model to follow but I wanted to be a mother more than anything other I thought I was capable to love and nurture to have a bond with three little baby dolls that filled my life with love. And after that story ended for me~ that my babies found their lives Without a way to warn me, I find out that all I did was fail. Does God wish for me a shorter life ~to spare me from the pain To find that ending and put them out of their misery For the ten years of human suffering must be my payment For doing this inadequate parent dance for the whole world to see WHY?? Why didn't anyone tell me I was wrong ~that I did not have what it took To love my children unconditionally....that I was not worthy, and I failed I sit here looking out the window wondering why I exist There are so many families that are filled with love ~I THOUGHT I knew in my heart that I was capable...only to find that the degree of my failure

Everyday it seems I did one little thing to help someone.....nothing fancy....just little gestures of kindness...to be the kind of person my dad wanted me to be.... I'm a grandma now.....and I know that my grandchildren will never know this side of me.... Because maybe I could do nice little gestures for people who appreciate them.... But somewhere along the way, the grandest time of my life~ having my children and raising them to be good to all people.......I went wrong.... and I don't think I'll have enough time to find out what has caused this vial of hate they run into my veins.. So now it is a match to see which poison kills me first.....my kidney or my flesh and blood....... ~V

I want to figure something out I need to know what life’s about I know I was created for a reason Oh, tell me Lord, it this my season? Can my smile brighten someone’s day? If you’re lost, can I help you find your way? Can I sit by you and dry your tears? Will it help if I let you share your fears? I spent my youth, and sometimes wondered Why am I here? Had my parents blundered? But now I clearly hear His calling I’m here to catch you if you’re falling My eyes have just been opened wide There’s no more shame, I will not hide I’m here to help the fragile heart To work for You, I’m ready to start! You blessed me, Lord, to feel compassion For those who need your satisfaction I’m here to let You lead me where I can let another know You’re there I thank you Lord for this, my blessing I will honor your wishes to all those confessing That they are searching for You to better their live Even if times are tough and they’re full of anguish & strife The perfectio

We are born Sent down with a file of our life's plan for making decisions one day at a time life is such an opportunity having a box full of ideas, adventures, experiences timing is of huge importance but reach in that box daily and use all the gifts God filled it with and never forget that a day may come when the box has no contents and your memories are gone with no way to replace your life~all the facts of your life~who you were, are, and ever could have been.

What happens to people when they lose half of themselves Do they realize that they cannot live with so much loss? In 52 years I have never known such love I lay here numb, wishing, praying, trying to be grateful to God for answering my wish of thirty years You DID hear my prayers And within one and a half years, you gave him a chance to love me back and got to share memories that belong only to our hearts and our souls~together from now until eternity In your arms....that is where I would choose~ your comforting arms that never let go I know I learned about being real...I won't forget the shoulder that let me rest...that holds my secrets as sacred, as I hold your secrets in my heart....I will hold them gently, sweetly, privately I saw what you hid so well all these years....I saw through into a loving soul And I know you knew how deep my love went You knew it never died- I could tell now that it was forever- for eternity... there will never be time that I will spend wit

I know you thought in your empty words that you could destroy me or anyone Who got in your way As you work your way up and uIn your social staus Your domain of traitors Waiting for the next chance to defeat one another There is no loyalty But I still believe that the further you climb the harder you fall And I will watch, helplessly Because I don't know how to help people like you. ~Vickie Skowronski June2010