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Borrowed Time

We are born Sent down with a file of our life's plan for making decisions one day at a time life is such an opportunity having a box full of ideas, adventures, experiences timing is of huge importance but reach in that box daily and use all the gifts God filled it with and never forget that a day may come when the box has no contents and your memories are gone with no way to replace your life~all the facts of your life~who you were, are, and ever could have been.

I am half

What happens to people when they lose half of themselves Do they realize that they cannot live with so much loss? In 52 years I have never known such love I lay here numb, wishing, praying, trying to be grateful to God for answering my wish of thirty years You DID hear my prayers And within one and a half years, you gave him a chance to love me back and got to share memories that belong only to our hearts and our souls~together from now until eternity In your arms....that is where I would choose~ your comforting arms that never let go I know I learned about being real...I won't forget the shoulder that let me rest...that holds my secrets as sacred, as I hold your secrets in my heart....I will hold them gently, sweetly, privately I saw what you hid so well all these years....I saw through into a loving soul And I know you knew how deep my love went You knew it never died- I could tell now that it was forever- for eternity... there will never be time that I will spend wit...

Not Correct

I know you thought in your empty words that you could destroy me or anyone Who got in your way As you work your way up and uIn your social staus Your domain of traitors Waiting for the next chance to defeat one another There is no loyalty But I still believe that the further you climb the harder you fall And I will watch, helplessly Because I don't know how to help people like you. ~Vickie Skowronski June2010

betray

in all my days I was sure I had been betrayed by people who break promises, or repeat secrets shared but those were "young" betrayals, and somehow we survive those hurts we move on but the years change the way the betrayals do affect us they can make us as hard as stone or they can shatter the brittleness on the floor in a billion piece where there is no chance of healing........ever.......... ~v

one day

one day i will write my last word without warning you can read them if you wish because they might be about you and the bond we once had that i decided i would never let go of that last word

The Crow

The raw, repetative screech following me every morning........... To a place that I could hide and laugh where young men mimicked the raw, repetative screech following me ~v

Forbidden Mention

Forbidden Mention What causes your family to bury the past? To hide from the truth, don’t want it to last Is it better to bury the problems of old? I found out its lies I have always been told. I wondered what the whispering was all about It sent chills up my spine~ I wanted to shout Curiosity left me uneasy and scared I knew there was something that should have been shared. Now turn the clock forward, this mess I must fix The damage is done; I am scarred by the mix The secrets are buried so deep in the ground Is there hope that my history can someday be unbound? I was raised in a family so bound by abuse There were such evil things that were unspoken, obtuse We lived in a dungeon without any key As children we just had no option to flee. The secrets were buried, or so they did think I vow to disclose all these stories in ink These demons, they need to be torn from my life No more generations will carry this strife. If your life has been stable, with love and support Don’t pretend that...